What a dumb waste of time.
I just need to believe in myself.
No more job interviews. Money will only come from things I believe in, and there is too much shit out there for me to sift through it at the moment. I don't think it's selfish to say I just need to focus on me, get my own ideas going and push them to the brink. I think they are good enough. I think I will make it. I just need to keep trudging along. I will make it. :)
Thursday, November 13, 2014
Wow. I AM DONE!!!! No more
DIS studio... I can't imagine a more bittersweet ending. I feel an
enormous weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Yet this was the purpose of
my life for the past months, and the reason for my presence here. On to a
new presence! I am so stoked for this summer! Copenhagen, Berlin, London?
ISRAEL! Elsewhere? So many possibilities!
This past pre-deadline-days have been CRAZY! May 1 was nuts. I had just pulled an extremely late-nighter.. rolled in around 7 and slept till 10:30... Faelldeparken started around 11.. class at 11:40... made breakfast, smoked a bowl... ran into Gabriel on my way out.. left together around 12:30... success! haha. life can be so chill... It was insanely packed! I brought 2 beers... which lasted surprisingly long! There was so much to explore! A political statement by the president (is it president? primeminister?) of Denmark, a storm of dreaded, pierced, and tattooed anti-fascist's protest, many food stalls, a sea of people, a gorgeous park. I made my way to the anti-fascists.. lol. Then walked through the different stages which had begun playing music after the speeches were over. I finally found the anti-fascist stage and chilled there for a while. At some point I met some stoners with a giant bag of home-grown. Then I walked around some more.. it was soon time to go to my next class at 4:25... I couldn't miss this one. As I was making my way out of the anti-fascist crowd I ran into Silke!!! I hadn't seen her in ages... I had actually called her earlier because I thought she would be here! She was SO excited to see me toO! She was dancing with some other cool girls and I danced for a while. She invited me to sit with them later... but I really had to go! I made my way out of the stage area, but the park was so big! I had no idea where I was... I tried to retrace my steps. It was so crowded and everything looked different... I made my way to some exit.. these girls were handing out free juice! It was so hot and I just awkwardly put my coffee cup (I also had just bought a coffee.. to get into class mode..) and grabbed one! As I was sipping I look up beside me and I'm not sure if I held it back but by my jaw mentally dropped! None other than Emil. Of course. His blonde hair glowing. Blue eyes sparkling. "Didn't you see me?" He was sipping a juice as well... No.. I honestly didn't. I didn't even respond. HOW THE FUCK COULD I GO TO CLASS NOW?
This past pre-deadline-days have been CRAZY! May 1 was nuts. I had just pulled an extremely late-nighter.. rolled in around 7 and slept till 10:30... Faelldeparken started around 11.. class at 11:40... made breakfast, smoked a bowl... ran into Gabriel on my way out.. left together around 12:30... success! haha. life can be so chill... It was insanely packed! I brought 2 beers... which lasted surprisingly long! There was so much to explore! A political statement by the president (is it president? primeminister?) of Denmark, a storm of dreaded, pierced, and tattooed anti-fascist's protest, many food stalls, a sea of people, a gorgeous park. I made my way to the anti-fascists.. lol. Then walked through the different stages which had begun playing music after the speeches were over. I finally found the anti-fascist stage and chilled there for a while. At some point I met some stoners with a giant bag of home-grown. Then I walked around some more.. it was soon time to go to my next class at 4:25... I couldn't miss this one. As I was making my way out of the anti-fascist crowd I ran into Silke!!! I hadn't seen her in ages... I had actually called her earlier because I thought she would be here! She was SO excited to see me toO! She was dancing with some other cool girls and I danced for a while. She invited me to sit with them later... but I really had to go! I made my way out of the stage area, but the park was so big! I had no idea where I was... I tried to retrace my steps. It was so crowded and everything looked different... I made my way to some exit.. these girls were handing out free juice! It was so hot and I just awkwardly put my coffee cup (I also had just bought a coffee.. to get into class mode..) and grabbed one! As I was sipping I look up beside me and I'm not sure if I held it back but by my jaw mentally dropped! None other than Emil. Of course. His blonde hair glowing. Blue eyes sparkling. "Didn't you see me?" He was sipping a juice as well... No.. I honestly didn't. I didn't even respond. HOW THE FUCK COULD I GO TO CLASS NOW?
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